stagnant skies and waters by define freedom

stagnant skies and waters

my transitions rival insanity most of the time

but time is money and change is good and

good is relative yet family and those close friends is/are a constant

state of being, state of existence, realization

of who you are, who you’re not, but not

without the existence of love because

without that feeling or that emotion

or that intangible or that tangible state

we call “love”, i’d never realize the truth and

you’d never realize the difference and

we’d never grow up, apart, or between

and we’d hate without knowing hate,

we’d shiver without knowing warmth,

we’d move without knowing direction,

and we’d surely sit stagnant in the murky waters

under a crescent moon and never realize the beauty

we beheld there while we were together there

or never would we realize our wins because

we’d be glimpsing our lives from one perspective

only sipping our luck through one straw

never cherishing the nourishing dregs/dreads

at the bottom of our empty vessels so

i’m crazy to crave alternatives but willing to

bet on this game because it’s tempting to me to

want change and purely coincidental that i

created this fantasy without you beside me

without you near me, without you with me

somewhere in my heart, or in my head,

in my imagining

–you were sure of us as

we are sure of the stars that birthed our dreams

but it should be said again while i am under this

dark blanket of unmoving, unrippling sky and cloud that

transitions rival insanity and sanity surely must be a constant war.

Signed,definefreedom

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